Monday, May 2, 2011

everyday seems the same:

wake up with a small beasts paws pressed into my side
ew, is that my side? i better go to the gym today
do everything BUT go to the gym
walk to the coffee shop with the intention to buy coffee then having an inward freudian struggle over why not to buy the coffee, but wanting the coffee really badly and ultimately 2 out of 7 of the times buying the coffee
read a book for 10 minutes but not concentrate
get up and move away from the evil necessity to concentrate
attempt some pilates moves, give up
put on my xxl red roof inn top with a any of my 3 pairs of work pants too small for me to even button
remember i was meant to go to the gym and i'm outrageoulsy fat
eat a handful of chocolate chips
get into my car and listen to the same radio station predicting the same songs to be played in teh same succession
feel guilty about being at work while my dog is at home
rediscover over and over how irritating the general public is and feel completely disconnected from the world
go home and surf the same 3 websites
lay down and think the most anxious and uncomfortable thoughts
wake up 5-7 hours later
do it again.


  1. maybe you don't want comments but I have a bad habit of not shutting up when I'm supposed to (and shutting up when I'm not supposed to) but it was the general public part that made me want to ask you if you've ever seen The Parking Lot Movie, a documentary that's on netflix insta. You might like it.

  2. emma! i didn't even know you commented on here... which is kind of embarrassing because you're one of those wittier, more articulate, CUTE people i was talking about! no i haven't seen it i'll have to look into it for certain :) xo